Our Day 2 has begun. YEHEY! Supposedly, we have to wake up at 5 but since we took longer taking a bath, cause there was only 1 bath. Goodness. We have to wait for one another to finish and of … Continue reading
The Place is Huge. But it wasn’t as magical as I thought it was. Damn. My childhood really was all flurry and Naive. That’s why Children get tricked and keeps on coming back. As for me. It was just an … Continue reading
Of all the countries on my list, I want to visit. HongKong was the last on my list. Why? 1-Because I’m not curious 2- Because I don’t know the langauage (Mandarin/ Cantonese) 3- What is there to see in HongKong. … Continue reading
I thought that 2014 would be a great Year for me.
But it wasn’t. It brought great loneliness, Desire, hatred and self-loathing!
Why don’t I have enough money to travel?
Why are we having Debts now?
Is it my fault?
Why is there still no Ties in my family?
Why can’t I connect with my brother?
Why am I still afraid of my father?
Why am I so useless?
Why am I so stupid?
All this thoughts kept bugging me all day, each day, everyday.
It’s scary. I’m scared!
That if I can’t resolve this feeling, I may lose myself.
I may become crazy
That is why , in what little sanity I have, I cling to it.
I grasp it, standing between the Border of insanity and sanity.
Which is it? [Doche?]
I want to Change.
I want to become Stronger.
I want to express my emotions more.
That is why, the Days I have live. The days I have survived upto now.
I want to treasure them.
I want to make it better.
But I’m scared.
Someone Help me!